Monday, September 19, 2005

I'm really bored and I should be doing this project, but I guess I feel like taking a minute to catch my breath. Apparently by just getting the test cases that Edwards put in the project spec, I can get a 30/50, and I'm almost there. And that 50 only accounts for half the project, with the other half being human graded, documentation stuff that I can easily make look much better later.

This is horrible. Its like 3:40 and I'm alone at night, and I miss her so much. It hurts. It really does. I've never missed anyone like this. I just wish that 81 wasn't so long, that Blacksburg and Nokesville weren't that far apart. At least we have cell phones. If not for them, I don't know what we'd do. The only thing that gets me through all this is knowing that I'm going to see her soon, Friday, in fact. Oh I can't wait. I know its only been two weeks since I saw her, but it feels so long. I don't like going this long without seeing her, and I don't want to again. All my life I think, some part of me has known that she must be out there somewhere, and now that I've found her, I can't get enough of her. And I know that maybe she doesn't believe me when I tell her that she's beautiful, but in truth, I never knew such beauty until I met her. And I don't mean just physically, I mean she's a beautiful person, and I respect, admire, and love her. She makes life make sense to me, and now that I know her, I'm just so afraid of losing her. I look at other girls now, and none of them hold a candle to her. If I ever lost her, life would just taste so bland, and I don't think any of the colors would ever be bright again. She's the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I'd do anything for her. Just a few more days...

I guess I'll get back to my project...

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